1 Praise the Lord! O give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; for his steadfast love endures for ever.

This is a reflection I posted last year at Thanksgiving.  I returned to this post this morning because I was awakened with a familiar first thought that led to a question.  Am I where I am supposed to be on this Thanksgiving Day?  And if so, is it a different place than where I was only a year ago?  Have I traveled through and beyond the valley, the desert, the dark and the deep?   Am I, Lord, where you will have me?

God is in the details, in the valleys, in the desert, in the dark and in the deep

by Trinity Seasons on Monday, November 21, 2011 at 9:12am ·

And not only that, He leads us there – puts us in the middle and asks us to trust that only by going through this are we glorifying Him.

This is what I learned – re-learned, from Him today as the Spirit once again stopped me mid stream in the reading from the Psalter, Psalm 106 – which is a long one, retelling Israel’s history with God.  The image that burst onto my own personal screen causing me to lift my eyes from the text and to look up was elicited by these two lines:

 9 He rebuked the Red Sea, and it became dry; he led them through the deep as through a desert.  10 So he saved them from the hand of the foe, and delivered them from the hand of the enemy.

I am struggling with how to express what I ‘saw” when I read this.  It was more like I recognized something…HE LED THEM THROUGH THE DEEP AS THROUGH A DESERT.  But He not only led them, he made the deep, the desert and He willed that they (I) go through it…not around and not later, but now and through and trusting Him all along.

Can you imagine?  Have I trusted God through the valley – indeed the pit, that He led me into?    I think so.  But there have been moments I have questioned whether or not it was by my will that I walked into this dark place or whether or not it was truly God’s will.  I have asked that a lot.  I have wondered a lot.  I have fervently prayed “thy will be done.”

How do we know we are trusting that it is God that puts us in the dark place – indeed, leads us there – and not the Evil One whose purpose it is to separate us from Him?

I pause and am once again struck at how the Spirit moves into our lives through Scripture.  Just one little couplet speaks to the totality of a life lived seeking and being sought by our Creator – a life lived giving Him glory.  And as I continue in the readings for today, I am awed at how this excerpt from Joel,

3:14 Multitudes, multitudes, in the valley of decision! For the day of the LORD is near in the valley of decision.  15 The sun and the moon are darkened, and the stars withdraw their shining.

helps weave the truth revealed in the Psalm throughout my being – I know that God is in the dark places, God creates the valleys, puts us at crossroads, throws us headfirst into chaos…God leads me into these valleys and deserts so that I may go through because He knows well better than I that I am indeed simply going through…it is not sheol, not a dead end…but a valley, a journey, a road to somewhere.

It is not the Evil One – it is not my will, not a temptation I am powerless to avoid.  I am here by His hand and He is near.  I am closer to God when I am trusting HIM in the dark places.

Praise and all thanks to Him for his steadfast love endures for ever.  His in me.  Mine in Him.

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Paul’s letters and the Gospel, the Holy Spirit as editor

Today’s Forward Day by Day reflection made me wonder about how we read Scripture – how we apply what God is revealing to us on this day in this moment.  Application of Scripture seems to be so tied to our location – where we are in any given moment.  And while God intends to reveal to us personally, as individuals, He also writes to us as He knows us corporately, as part of His church.  We have no identity under God as a singular human being, exclusively.  I am, to God Trinity Seasons, ONE person, and at the same time, only ONE of many.

So, Scripture.  Do I search it and let it search me as just the ONE person under God, or as the one of many of God’s church?  Can I read it both ways simultaneously? Does Scripture reveal God’s will for me/us in each passage or book?  Or do we find Scripture, as a whole, speaks to us personally and corporately through different persons and books?  Like a daily newspaper, in some ways – Scripture contains the who, what, when, where and why articles along with editorials, historical reports, illustrations and advice columns.  A variety of styles and voices that speak at any given moment to me as an individual and me as part of a community.

Which leads me to back to the blessing received from today’s Forward Day by Day reflection on 1 COR 14:26-37.  It is a good one to read ‘personally’:

     1 Corinthians 14:26-33a, 37-40. Let all things be done for building up.

When I first submitted these meditations to the editor, he kindly wrote back that they seemed to be a bit too impersonal. Since we had known each other for almost forty years, his comments were a blow to my pride, especially since he had trusted me enough to invite me to write them in the first place. Besides, I thought they were pretty good—else I would not have submitted them.

When someone challenges our way, we are often quick to defend rather than to defer. It is a blow to our ego to be told that another way might be the better way. It is an even greater blow to our ego when, after careful consideration, we must admit that the other way is the better way.

If our first concern is self-defense, we will close our minds to what another is saying or doing. But if our first concern is for the greater good, we will be open to listening and doing what is best for all, even if it means giving up our position. That is never easy. It was not easy for me. But a good dose of humility often works wonders.

Never insist that anything be according to your will, for this gives birth to anger.

Paul’s letter here was not addressed to an individual, but to a church – to a body, the body of Christ.  And  so I wonder if we do his letters disservice by singling verses out for personal application, favoring the “I” of our identity over the “WE” of our identity – the personal over the corporate.  And in doing so, are we unable to hear what the spirit is saying to God’s church?  What happens when we read this passage as ‘church’?  What ‘things’ is God’s church doing or not doing ‘for building up’?

I find it is easy to read Paul’s letters, some more than others, as a personal advice column.  But I am careful not to read them in isolation but as part of the whole of Scripture.  Today’s Gospel reading from Matthew, for example.

     Matthew 10:34  4 ¶ “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to    bring peace, but a sword.

I wonder if these words from Jesus don’t ask me to read Paul’s words, “let all things be done for building up” not personally, but corporately…surely, both and.  The Holy Spirit is one fine editor.

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Psalm 102:11-12 I wither away like grass. 12 But you, O LORD, are enthroned forever; and Entropy?

After listening to Sean Carroll’s TED talk on the origins and humankind – listening because I have a natural curiosity about what scientists CAN tell us about God’s created universe, I encounter at the start of the morning propers, Psalm 102 and by the power of the Holy Spirit, I stop reading to integrate Carroll’s talk with the psalmist’s petition.

First, it occurs to me that nothing in the way the psalmist describes the world competes with the priniciple of entropy Carroll relies upon to answer the question, where did we come from and where are we going.

It took me awhile to understand ‘entropy’ – had to replay that part of the talk a few times, actually.  But at the end of the day, the visual of a timeless, infinite universe(s) encapsulated in something that has boundaries (heaven and earth?), where energy is at one time spread out evenly, at others times compressed – at one time arranged so that life can come forth, at other times so dark nothing but huge gaps – dark space – who’s energy helps propel our universe and its existing life forms, faster and faster away from point A, to infinity, expanding all the while.  I’m not sure Carroll would say I’ve connected all the dots in the way he explained, but this is how I heard it and then I re-meet Psalm 102 and I am awed by the poet’s description of ‘the world’ – the way s/he has connected the dots and how these words expand, support, confirm what Carroll was saying.

Take a listen to the 15 minute talk.  Then read the psalm.  It is about 15 minutes, packs a punch and is worth a listen-to.

Is this verse not consistent with the explanation Carroll gives about entropy, the question about how the eternalness of the universe suggests that the Big Bang theory is wrong – that we didn’t emerge out of nothing?

25 Long ago you laid the foundation of the earth, and the heavens are the work of your hands.  26 They will perish, but you endure; they will all wear out like a garment. You change them like clothing, and they pass away;  27 but you are the same, and your years have no end.

Maybe not.  Maybe you don’t see the connection or share an appreciation for what the scientific world offers a Christian reading His Word.

So, here’s what else I wonder… I wonder if scientifically inclined world views ever hear a sermon, read a homily (or a FB post!) and see Scripture and Science – not just Faith or Belief and Science – but actual Scripture – not only not refuting what they have concluded about the universe (or multiverses) and the origins of life, but also illuminating and expanding their understandings?  I wonder how scientific world-view people accept, hear, investigate, read, wonder, think about Scripture.  To a person of faith, it is – along with Creation – our research.  But it seems to me that most serious scientists lump sum conclude that Scripture is nothing more than an undocumented storybook.

Which leads me to the final bunny trail, today.  The TED Talks…I have followed them almost from the beginning, the concept was genius – giving a platform to new ideas, “Ideas Worth Spreading.”  At the start the talks were organized into only three areas:  Technology, Entertainment, and Design.  Since then, the list has expanded significantly to include everything from Business to – stop – wait for it – Science with nothing in between that explicitly categorizes ideas about Faith, Scripture, Belief, Doctrine, Church, etc.  This is not to say the TED talks haven’t offered events and talks on God – Billy Graham has a few such talks posted, as does Karen Armstrong – BUT it is to say that the folks at TED and most who attend, listen, avail themselves on the net of all the new and exciting ideas and research floating around the world – are unlikely to hear a sermon, or read a social media reflection or post on scripture, that informs and expands THEIR understanding of this awesome Creation.

And I wonder about that.   Isn’t Scripture, at the least, a proven document of an idea that spread – permeated this world, like no other?  Why?  How?  Hmm.

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We seek and are sought. It is in our DNA…ah, the GOD gene.

Psalm 90:1-2  Lord, you have been our dwelling place in all generations.  2 Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.

Reading Psalm 90 this morning through the lens of a DNA specialist – a leading researcher who, along with the National Geographic Society, has spearheaded a world-wide DNA collection project to help determine humanity’s origins.  Ah – how we all seek God!  We are given the seed – the GOD gene…it is in our make-up – to seek our Creator and to be sought by God at the same time.  After hearing Spencer Wells speak, just the next day, a second group of leading DNA scientists published a report that concluded human migration from Africa to the four corners of the world was not a singular event and a singular path.  No, by analyzing just one strand of Aboriginal hair, these scientists suggest that humanity diverged from Africa into at least two ways – essentially, in more than one way – with some staying put, some traveling West and others – across desert AND miles of ocean, traveled to what is now Australia.  Some practical problems present when you go to deep with this thought – at least from a scientific perspective – but I wonder, if instead one reads these human  migration reports that are coming from the scientific world in conjunction with scripture which comes from God, if some of these practical inconsistencies don’t just fall into place?

Wells asserted that something called a “climate pump” seems to have preceded ALL human migration patterns which then leads scientists to conclude that: 1) human origins all lead back to Africa – we are ALL connected to the first humans in Africa – and 2) that humanity spread into parts unknown because they were forced to by major climate changes – ice ages, wind storms, deserts, tsunamis, earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, just to name a few (shouldn’t forget asteroids).

Ted Talk from Sean Carroll

Which leads me to today’s reading from the Psalter and the recognition, once again, that God is IN all these climatic events…God IS the pump that prompts migration, change, destruction of a people and survival of a people – over all corners of the world, if not the universe.  Here, Moses prays:

 Lord, you have been our dwelling place in all generations.  2 Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever you had formed the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.  3 You turn us back to dust, and say, “Turn back, you mortals.”  4 For a thousand years in your sight are like yesterday when it is past, or like a watch in the night.  5 You sweep them away; they are like a dream, like grass that is renewed in the morning;  6 in the morning it flourishes and is renewed; in the evening it fades and withers.

Indeed.  How helpful it is to be reminded by HIM through the prayers of our ancestors the answer to our question,  from whence we came?  When I truly grasp this, the questions that science is in such hot pursuit to answer through modern methods of DNA analysis, I get excited at the prospect that our God gene WILL one day be known and that this  body of humanity – the scientists and all its followers, will have sought and been found by our Lord.

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Bunny Trail Blessings

A reflection on Ps 61 from the 9.13.2011 lectionary readings:  Psalm 61, 62; PM Psalm 68:1-20(21-23)24-36
1 Kings 21:17-29; 1 Cor. 1:20-31; Matt. 4:12-179.13.11.

I love the bunny trails we find ourselves on when the Holy Spirit is truly animating our lives. Today the Holy Spirit took hold of my mind and connected some dots that had been floating about since attending a lecture yesterday. What a difference it made in my readings of the psalms this morning – context, again rearing it’s beautiful, God-designed head!

So here’s the bunny trail…hear a lecture that is speaking to theology – what it is, how we do it, how it is distinguished from FAITH.

FAITH is what motivates, animates, our God talk – our theologies (which in turn, determine our doctrines and how we live our FAITH).  In that lecture was an exploration of the metaphor ‘wrestling with God’ depicted throughout scripture, but most vividly in the story of Jacob, then named, Israel.  I reread Jacob’s story last night from his birth to the wrestling with God BEFORE he could reconcile with his family…and in reading it I noted that at birth, Easu and Jacob were, of course distinguished – one hairy, one not, one covered in blood at birth, one not, etc…but what jumped out was that while Esau followed his father’s dream to work outdoors, in nature, if you will, Jacob resided ‘in the tent’….indoors, considered, perhaps, a more contemplative place:

Genesis 25:27 27 ¶ When the boys grew up, Esau was a skillful hunter, a man of the field, while Jacob was a quiet man, living in tents.

Which all leads me to today’s ps and there it is again – the reference to the tent

Psalm 61:4 4 Let me abide in your tent forever, find refuge under the shelter of your wings.

And while I know the ‘tent’ is referred to throughout scripture both literally and metaphorically, this morning’s whisper from the Holy Spirit has me asking, how odd that God is found, refuge is found, indoors and not in the great wide wilderness popular culture so reveres today – elevates above and beyond any human made structure meant to worship (not box) our God? It is such a contrast – again – to today’s understanding of where to go for refuge, for peace, for quiet but for God’s voice. So many of us run to the wilderness and out of and away from the tent, it seems.

And on top of wondering about this as an issue that might be helpful in getting a better understanding of why so many are fleeing ‘church’, another question arises. Had I not heard the lecture that prompted me to understand better the ‘wrestling with God’ metaphor, I wouldn’t have reread Jacob’s story and the Holy Spirit wouldn’t have had the chance to tickle my fancy about tents and outdoors, and I wouldn’t have read Ps 61 in the same way this morning…and, and, and….on it goes….Praise God.

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Witness is your story and your truth

Psalm 40:8-9 8 I delight to do your will, O my God; your law is within my heart.” 9 I have told the glad news of deliverance in the great congregation; see, I have not restrained my lips, as you know, O LORD.

This is a WITNESS psalm…a witness vs evangelical psalm. Witness is always true because it is your (or in this case, the psalmist’s) story. An evangelical proclaims as truth the gospel. Witness proclaims salvation – what Jesus did for me – or in this case, God – as truth and a truth that the witness believes you, too, will realize, is yours, too.

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